Been slacking on the blog front, it’s not as if I’ve even been busy. Just needed time to rest my brain I guess. This weekend I did absolutely fuck all and I mean proper fuck all. I didn’t even get dressed, barely even got out of bed. Just laid there watching Star Trek: Enterprise on my laptop until the early hours.
I think the depression that comes with being unemployed is starting to kick in. I hate job searching, absolutely hate it. I thought to myself I’d hold off until I found something that I wanted to do, but, it seems I can’t afford to wait any longer.
Checking my bank account it was at over £860 in debt, then I realised my car insurance is due next week so I had to pay for that. £650 for the year, the three points I have on my license continues to rape me. My own fault I suppose.
But I had to pay £180 admin fee for my insurance so that’s added onto the debt. If I don’t get a job soon I’ll have to declare bankruptcy before I hit 30! I’m sure I’ll be fine, I always am. Looking at my bank balance always give me that kick up the arse to apply for any jobs possible.
Will I get any response? Doubtful, I rarely do. Considered going back to factory work, I’m so tired of customer service. I know I can do jobs like that and sales but I quickly run out of patience, the general public are dumb fucks and the last thing I want is a job where I have to sit down at 8am listening to idiots moan about how their washing machine doesn’t sound right.
I don’t want to do sales any more because I’m fed up of being told to fuck off, after awhile that gets to me then I end up lashing out at someone down the phone. Factory work was so much better, just left to my own devices.
Hard to believe it’s been a whole week since I came back from Brighton, time really does fly when you’re doing nothing! Friday I was meant to have some bro time with my brother, his wife was doing a shift at her dads pub but then his neighbours poked their noses in and wanted us to come round for some food. Said we’d only be there for 30 minutes tops, got round there didn’t end up leaving for 4 and a half hours. Didn’t really want to say no because we didn’t want them to feel rejected and they mean well but it’s nice to have a quiet one in with just your brother instead of being dragged round next door and forced to listen to *shudder* dub step on full blast.
His wife wasn’t impressed when she came back and found out we’d been guilted into going next door, she wanted us to have some bro time. She said it’s whenever they see my car parked outside, they can’t help themselves but come round. I must be that loved or something. We decided my car will be parked out of their view for the future.
Anyway, that’s what’s been up in my life recently, laziness and unemployment! Shall keep you updated.